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September 10th, 2005
11:28 pm
so i have the internet again..yea. but i just want to say something breifly...this will be the last time i write in this bc of the cowards of people who i used to call friends. camp weed was a place i grew up and loved. and while i was paying a lot of money to go there, they seemed to have no problem with me. now everyone is so two-faced. bc someone "randomly" found my livejournal and decided i was now a bad person im not allowed to volunteer. eh well i mean life goes on. that hurts a lot..really. but life goes on. but now some, coward, is leaving comments on here and not even having the balls to say who they are. come on what are you afaid of? but its ok. i can live without writig in a livejournal. but ihope you happy whoever you are.
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August 24th, 2005
03:27 pm
so about that last enrty. it was late and justines computer does not have the best keynoard with keys missing and such. but im sure you got the jist. other than that man things are banging. i start larry s on friday (ya) but im still at pizza hut. in fact i have to work in like 30 mins. but yeah, im finally going to be able to start saving money. i just started paying my dad back. yessss. boys are still confusing as ever nothing has changed in that department. but other than that i am outta here.
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August 15th, 2005
04:48 am
so i at justines...had the work pool party tnight. i was fun for the most part. ten went out to the beach to save sandra..oh and............i a really upset at the fact that people from camp were reading my livejournal and that i am being judged for that, and my friends are ilke wise being judged for it. thats crap. how do you know what i wrote wasnt some mad rant where i made up a bunch of lie bc i was ad? you dont and i think its crap that bc i recreationally smoke pot that i am seen as unfit to volunteer at a camp i grew up loving. a place set apart. suddenly im not invited....well thats real godly dont you think?
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July 30th, 2005
03:08 pm
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11:40 am
soooo yeah, last night was fun. i met up with meghan and mickey and rode out there...we got held up bc we had to wait for rob. but we eventually got there. it was a good time. paid 8.00 for a fucking peice of cheesecake..but when your hungry...then afterwards we went to brad rob and gregs. there were alot of lame ass girls there but who cares, i just pretended like they werent even there at all. i woke up and did the finishing touched on the house. i dont know how to hook=up the pool skimmer thingy...but oh well i actually got the internet fixed. the norton anti-virus guy tried to charge me. and i told him oh..kinda and he gave me the help for free.....and what! anyways thats all im still way tired. nap time..?
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July 29th, 2005
02:32 pm
yo yo yo. so prolly my last post for another month. its my last night at dads. still need to vacum. yesterday was a good day. i worked til 8. harry's having shannon issues, so i invited him over because i was having people over. in attendance: brandy, meghan, christen, tory, timmy, blake, mickey (for like 5 mins) and harry for a bit. it was fun. turns out mickeys family and meghans family grew up together. so that was weird. but yeah other than that we just chilled and swam and whaat not. a good chill as fuck night. now tonight is timmmys show. i hop ei can make it i have to leave straight from work. how about my mom knows my dad is on vay cay and called him bc she wasnt able to get ahold of me on my cell phone, bc everytime she called i had no service. i made it a point to tell her that i work in fruit cove where i frequently have no service..to stop freaking out spaz. hahaha but thats all i guess. til next time.
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July 27th, 2005
12:41 am
today was good. i worked til 8. got off chatted with ty for a bit. jacob came over. we burned. went to dinner at la nop. dank as shit. then we came back here and watched the day after tomorrow. well actually we talked during the shitty acting parts and watched the action shit..haha. it was a nice chill night. and now im about to read and go to bed...tomrrow. chilling til the night time. going to the beach after brandy gets out of class...if you want to chill out during the day..hit me up fools.
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July 26th, 2005
02:31 am
so most of the day was fun. i woke up and grilled out with brad and mickey. then we went swimming it was fun. then brad and i went to the loop and got some shakes. then we went to barnes and nobles to read magazines. next we went to hot wok and went on a delivery with greg. then we came back to my place and more people came over again tonight (blake, tim, jacob, shaun, mike, brad, jason flansburg, nikki) to go into the pool. only this time people were being dissrespectful. if my answer to a question wasnt one they liked they just completely dissreagreded what i said (and this is a general statement not everyone was doing this but i dont want to call people out). my pipe was broken. damn i cant seem to keep a pipe very long anymore with out someone breaking it. fuck. now everyones gone and i have to open tomorrow. i havent talked to megan in two days and sandras suppossidly leaving tomorrow and i havent seen her either. i think im going to lay low tomorrow. i miss my alone time. p.s. tylers calling me all the time now again. maybe its cause sasha and him got in a fight. damn that always happens im the fall back plan. and i dont knwo what the fuck happened to brandy tonight i tried to call he back like twice bc my phone was on vibrate when she called and i got no call back. oh well whats new we dont really hang out anymore anyways. i knew i was going to lose a lot of friends when i moved lcoser to mandarin. oh well over it. not saying brandy and i arent friends. bc i know you read htis so i know your probrobly like what the fuck. but we just arent as close as we used to be. but i mean its ok people change. theres nothing either of us did. im not trying to make you loook like the badguy, bc we both dont make the effort anymoe. and i know your busty with school and work and arent partying as much bc your trying to get your life together. so yeah well now that thats said im off to bed 11-9 wooo hooo.
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July 25th, 2005
04:15 am
today was great. i worked all day and made $100. sfeet. he he. then i came home and brad and stephen and jacob came over and we swam in the pool. then mike, tim, and evan came over. we played poker...stephen and brad split pot. then we (everyone minus stephen and evan and mike) went swimming again. til late. it was so fun. marco polo and all sorts of games. then tim and jacob left. brad's staying here bc of all that shit with rob. we are getting up and spending all day at the pool. grilling out and shit....oh man i cant wait. im going to bed now.
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July 23rd, 2005
03:59 pm
wow june 20th..its now july 23 rd and so much has happened in a month. breif synopsis..as much as my memory can remember.
i moved into a new apartment one bedroom off of sunbeam in leigh ghettos (meadows). its honestly not bad. i haveno cable or internet yet so i just chill and read a lot i read about a book every 2 days. im pretty content though. uhhh work is good. i dont know went to tampa for abit and got a new tattoo. brandy got a new car. i dont know my life is one big random event after another so to rehash them would take forever. just remember you had a good month.
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June 20th, 2005
03:30 am
went to work. got off and went to the show. paid $10 to say hi to matt. it was sooooo hot. like uncontrolably disgustingly gross. so matt and i retired outside where we were entertained for abit by franky? of teriffic kid sticking stickers on cars as they went by. SO FUCKING HILARIOUS. then we further retired to my car to listen to hopesfall and smoke and catch up on the year. great. matt and i were so close in highschool, so its nice when he comes home. hen we saw the last of red jumpsuits set. i wasnt dissapointed like i wanted to be...hen we went to bryan and evans. where i had like an hour long conversation with meghan.i miss her. so much. we are in pretty much the same situations. it was good to vent to someone who knew exactly what you are talking about. stephen and tylerr are so alike. i have to fucking deal with both. then i went home
woke up and chilled with sandra all day. we went to lunch at chilis and chilled with kyle collins afterward. fun. like old times. then i went to work and made like no money and bullshitted arounf all night. got off early and went and hung out with mickey. it was cool his roommated had people over but me and him and this guy jeff just chilled in his room with his adorable dog. priest. biggest fcking pit ever. best behaved dog i know. all thanks to mickey. but it was fun. and then i went to brg's and hung out.
woke up and chilled then went to dads. had a semi-blow-out with him. about school and shit. too ridiculious to even go into. then we went out on the bost. he filled up my gas tank!!! i sooo needed that. we chilled and cruised on the boat. went to outback crab shack. ate the dank. ten chilled forever. then i came home and showered and went to brg;s tim was there it was a chill night. and now im here. oh quote of the night (tim talking to brad)" hey man when we both get big we will have to do like the jz and likin park thing you know?" hahahahahahahahahahahaha oh my timmy. tomorrow. i will begin my packing. oh and slayers acting so weird. when i came home she followed me all aorund i fed her and she would not leave me alone. i ried to go in my room and she followed me i picked her up and tried to put her outside and she would not let go of me, i would put her back out the door and she ouwld run in. ( this happened like ten times, each time breaking my heart) i finally got in my room with out her and she periodically cries at my door. aslo to do tomorrow, play with slayer.
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June 16th, 2005
02:24 pm
so tyler called this morning, well really afternoon but i had just woken up. he only calls me now when hes not with her. at least he still thinks about me and calls you know. bc i dont call him anymore, bc i never know when hes in class or with her. her name is fassha ( im not sure thats how its spelled, but thats how it sounds...LAAME..hahah )he was bitching about his brother. they are fighting bc wes thinks this girl is a slut bc she uused to date one of wes' friends. so they are fighting. and tyler said, "i dont have to tell that niggar (he uses the word a lot, in a non-derogatory way) everything, i mean i tell you everything bc your my bestfriend..." so im his bestfriend. good to know. haha. i mean not even brad anymore..you know. like he wasn like your one of my best friends, it was you are my BEST friend.at least i know tis girl hasnt completely taken over...yet.
on another note. i think brandy and i might be fighting. i mean im honestly not mad at her at all. mostly bc i dont really care about anyting anymore. my life is so fucked up right now ive gotten to the point where i dont let anything mater. bc if i let everything that is going on in my life get o me, i honestly think i would want to kill myself. but back to the issue with brandy. we arent on bad terms i just feel like everytime we makes plans, as the night goes on something comes up and she doesn want to hang out anymore. and i havent said anything for awhile. but then everyone started asking me about it and i started to realize how she really hasnt been around at all, and that only if there is a party does she want to chill. and its just weird. we used to be so close. people grow apart, but we had made plans to hang out again last night. and again it didnt work out. so when she finally called me to tell me that i was just like ok thats cool whatever. bc im over it. i wasnt going to let that piss me off and ruin my night you know. and she was like your mad. and i was like no im actually not. bc i wasnt. at all, but "that i didnt expect any less" and she got all pissed off. and that was the end of that. so who knows. i will let her cool off and if she wants to hang out she'll call me. and if not then..i'll be living in mandrin in a week anyways, so it wont matter anyway. i have a feeling im about to have no friends.
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June 15th, 2005
01:28 pm
i was just reading a bunch of old entries. depressing. i had forgoten all the little things....im going to get my license back in like 30 mins!!!!!!! i will once again be legal and out of debt.yessssss.
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02:02 am
oh man
hahahahahahahaha!
kill myself..hahahah!!!!! hilarious. im soo bored.
thats enough of that...AQUA TEEN IS ON WOO HOO!!!!
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01:21 am
my heart broke today. i got a call mid-day at work, when all there is to do is fold boxes and glue coupons on them. i could tell he needed to tell me something. he tells me hes been spending a lot of time with this girl, then that no hes kinda seeing her, no hat their dating that's what they are DATING. he then preceeded to tell me how he hadnt been home in like five days, that he had to wear her shirt to shcool today. that we have the same hair "shes even has the same little swoopy thing you have." and that she likes his hair, but that WE are the only ones.as soon as i got to my car i started bawling. i felt like a total loser but i was so. heartbroken. i just couldnt stop crying and thinnking about it now i want to cry. the only thing i can hold onto is that maybe she wont last. like shea you know.bc he had mentioned this girl liking him before like months ago, but said he hated her and that she was lame and shit. and now hes "dating her". what the fuck! other than that i worked 11-9:30 today. fucking crazy. then went on the searchfor bud, with the desperate need to just get high and chill. after mission was accomplished. i went home and chilled in my room for like an hour. i could here everyone like" what the fuck where did she go" i just had such a long day at work. not to metionall the alone time in the car with mae and saves the day and jewel, to think about all the depressing things life has thrown at me. then i came out and ate some food and chilled. kyle ronan came over. i cant believe i used to hate him in hihschool. hes a little cocky but honestly a really nice guy. you just have to get him comfortable enoguh with you that he doesnt feel the need to impress you. i have learned. and you also have to know hes not rying to brag ( well maybe a little) but he gets to do so many really cook tings no one else gets to. so he likes to tell his stories. why am i like defending him. oh yea bci am high an rambling. so i will smoke another bowl and pass out. oh yeah tomorrow i go t try and fix my licese. hopefully $230 is enough. hey at least it will be close to enough. peace out bitches.
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June 14th, 2005
10:10 am
since i was a kid i have had nightmares about the beach whether it be a tidal wave or something. its werd. i had one of those dreams last nigt. only the water level jst rased a a ridiclios level and covered everything and created a 7 foot drop bc all the sand eroded. my dad was there ad his grlfriend are the only people i remember.it was weird. didt want to forget it bc i am going to look it up when i get back from work biotches
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02:04 am
sundayi worked 11-8 then got off and hauled out to the beach. randomly. ashley came and picked me up. i dont drive at the biotch. chilled there FOR-EV-VER. evetually made it back to kevin and jasons. found out i cant live with jason and kevin. bc aparently kevin thinks i am too sloppy. bc the only times hes been to my apartment is for parties. and you know how clean places look when there are 12-however many drunkards i my apartment. but whatever. so i guess im moving in with daddy. then today i did nothing. woke up late. hing out with jt and justine. then christen came over and mal and i hung out. i bought a bunch of picture frames and painted them. went to james' and adrianes. something to do. now im home. camp weed, well richard the new camp director. doesnt want me to be a volunteer. i wonder what fucking rumors have spread there about me the close minded fuckers. i mean FUCKING ANDY IS A COUNSLER. he was the biggest coke-head for a year..more than that. yet IM not allowed to volunteer. fuck that.
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June 11th, 2005
01:28 pm
hes so off and on. i havent talked to him since tuesday night when i said goodbye. and he calls me this morning like nothing is wrong. he knew something was up. i just didnt feel like fighting. it so funny how he can see right through me. he was all like hey whats up. i was like hey, you know acting cool. and he was like whats wronng, nothing, somethings wrong whats wrong, nothing, are you lying to me..no. ha. and MATT VAN DOREN CALLED ME!! i miss that kid. hes comming on monday. only i was in the middle of a serious convo with sandra so i couldnt talk for long but i am so stoked hes comming into town.
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11:56 am
i went to justines and chilled befoore work.then i got off and went to this guy mickeys housefor a bit. then i went to brads for poker. i almost won but just got over it and went all inwith like 17 dollars on the last hand. i had to worked on friday, got off ad wen to brads. he made dinner and saved me a plate..love hhim. then after much driving aroud brad greg flansy and i wet to a party with the ffe crew. i was pretty straight. something to do. rob and jaime came there after the club. then greg brad and flansy and i left.went by my apartment for the second time. i was up til 5. we smoked so much yucky. and as much as i try to sleep i cant. andras called twice, tyler once. and i have the weddig today..i soo debatig not going, only bc is raining. and i dont feel like dealing with that. and its at night ad an hour and a half away, and i have to work on sunday and tim frank's comming in tongiht.
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June 9th, 2005
11:25 am
so i cashed in m change at win dixie and bought shit for dinner, broccoli alfredo with bow tie pasta and garlic bread. and jt, stephen, and christen came over. we hung at my place forever, stephen slept the whole time, at 12 we decided to go to sandras. it was fun. we were just ridiculious, i made so many lame random high comments. but it was fun. now i want panera but i dont want to go anywhere.
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